
sigh...
Working around this guy makes me totally distracted and kinda googly eyed. I can't help it! It's rare to find such a beuatiful specimen in my place of work and believe it or not (FINALLY!!) he's not metro sexual, gay, or conceited. Apparently he's very shy. I have no idea what he's like because I cannot for the life of me talk to him. The guy is at least five years younger than me and I can't even look him in the face. When I absolutely have to talk to him for work purposes, I get all red and flustered. I thought I would get over the embarrassingly awkward stage of my life but unfortunately, I have not moved on as I had hoped.